I know I am the weird Jesus Freak

 I know my life is weird. I hang out with Jesus most of my life & my life looks kind of dull and loser-ish right now. But I hope to reign with KINGS JESUS during His 1000 year reign on Earth. 

My kids aren't in my life right now and that is painful.

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